Adversity is the real test of Character.

I am too analytical in Life. I keep analyzing day in day out. However I still keep making same old bloody mistakes (rather blunders). Sometimes that makes me feel that I should stop analyzing . However I am like a dog's tail .. (always bent). I repeat the same mistakes., analyze... resolve /swear never to repeat these mistakes ... only to do bigger mistakes and the cycle continues.

A man can never succeed if he makes the same mistakes again and again.
So In this post, I am going to make my analysis open and hope that I keep seeing this post and hope this atleast helps me overcome this vicious cycle.

The reasons for my mistakes (now blunders).
- Indiscipline:
I start up with some task with some josh but then somewhere down the line the josh just disappears. I restart the tasks again (after a gap and most probably after another mistake) but this time around, It disappears faster.

- Requirement gathering.
I somehow don't seem to collect requirements correctly. Everytime I make a mistake .. I say to myself that I should be more assertive and ask vital questions like how, what why.
However again when a problem is to be solved... I keep making the same mistake .. trying to solve the problem in too much haste and just too early without probably understanding the problem completely. Haste is waste .. (rather marry in haste and repent in leisure)

- Lack of Concentration:
This beats me .. Tried somethings here .(joined Karate classes, (and left it too) .started doing SandyaVandhanam)... but nothing has helped.

- Lack of Big Picture:
Sometimes I tend to be engrossed in small things that I don't see the big picture.. (Okay does this look like stuff straight from a management books ..However its not )

- Communication (or should I say Miscommunication).
May be I talk lot or probably I blabber a lot without communicating the main fact.
May be I am extremely emotional or something.. I thought I was a good communicator, however after having failed to convince folks close to me on simplest of matters .. I resign to say that I must be a hopeless communicator.
I keep saying I should talk less .. allow others to talk more .. and more over ask pertinent questions ..

- Taking independent decisions.
Probably I depend on people to support and endorse my decisions. May be some false decisions that I made has me indecisive. (Yes I am going to post my worst moments of my life soon).

- Keep Laughing
I swear to keep laughing and be cheerful but that thought seems so effervescent.
I just hate to see people cry, whine and still I end up being tense.
I know that life is too precious ... too small for us to waste time in drooling and being tense.
After all there is nothing more precious than life.
I love to live like the lyrics of this Hindi Song from Satte pe Satta

Zindagi Mil Ke Bitayenge
Haale Dil Gaa Ke Sunaayenge
Hum Tho Saat Rang Hai
Yeh Jahan Rangeen Banayenge

I wish that nobody sheds tears when I breath the last.

If you have any good ideas to overcome them then please do add them as comments.
If you know me good enuf to tell me about some problem that I have missed out .. do let me know .. Hopefully your comments will make me a better and successful person.